Being selfish

I spoke to someone of how much I wanted some things in my life to work out though I hate to see plans ruin at the end of the day. I am persistent... I am stubborn... I want it my way... I can be really selfish.. but only realised that after I reviewed what I've said and done. Nevertheless too much plannings in life only make you fantasize and a short-term happiness. *lol* Speaking too deep? Perhaps I'm crapping more rather than typing some facts for you guys to read. For now, I want some things to remain silent. As some people say "some things are not meant to be said, some should remain silence". I guess I'm unprepared to say anything which potentially would harm me or others... emotionally or physically (?). Till then, I think I'm living my life a little bit more cautious.

p/s: Thank you Joewiz and Mel cha bors for listening to what I've got to say about recent events. Thank you for being there for me... coz I really thought you both would blame me for being an idiot & all.. but no, you both showed your care and love as good friends. Though you both can't do much but advise me a little here and there, it make me more aware of what I'm facing now and potentially in the future. *BIG HUGS*